Sunday, 8 November 2020

peripheral living


There were several children gathered,

cousins and almost cousins

playing cards,

imitating the parents inside –

children are the lyrebirds of the human world

adopt tone and stance to perfection; once

I copied my mother’s words and tone,

cried out from her lap,

“hurry up Mick.” Father entered

pretending to undo his belt.

It was a joke but not for me

I fled, crying like a corned fowl,

hours later mother found me

but reactions can never be undone.

 

In that circle a children’s game

played out – the thing remembered

is not the game, nor words

nothing except the way the un-cousins

stared at two of the cousins, those two

were engaged in a losing battle

to maintain their eyesight;

could only see their cards peripherally.

 

Grownups imitate those two cousins,

pretend to see reality

but adult eyes are always slightly turned

so instead of seeing truth

they watch the peripheral shadows

and never have to say a word

about what is actually seen.


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