It was fortunate for the
Mother —
picture her,
sweat drips off Her pale
forehead,
skims between swollen
breasts,
hands clench wet sheets,
mirror the spasms and the
agony
as they wrench linen.
The handmaidens
stand around, their
glances when
Her eyes closed
tell of concern for Her
plight
and then, of course,
that moment when the
overly large head
finally appears, between
quivering thighs,
then worse, the strange
legs, bowed,
two cloven feet, absent
toes.
Gasps
from the novices, the
matrons steely-eyed,
firm in their care,
their whispers will not
begin
until they are safe in
their own rooms —
with all that in mind, let us admit
it was fortunate for the birthing
Mother,
in this case also the
Queen, though,
with further
consideration,
in the end, it was not;
a King cannot forgive
His Queen Her carless tryst,
instead of matters of State
His mind wanders — was it
in the cow-shed, dung and
straw for a bed,
behind the barn, and if so
who might have seen,
in the open field, perhaps
—
with a God Bull.
No matter how hard
the full moon pressed down
upon the earth,
spilling white light
across the forms as they
writhed,
the bull-god eventually
spilling also, the King
is concerned with who did
see;
but that is after
the images that haunt him
at night,
the Bull-god’s palm (or would that be hoof?)
pressed between Her spread
thighs,
bull-god’s blunt fingers
insistent, stirring
desire;
afterwards
did she drink hot tea,
blown first with twin lips
(that still
slightly quivered with the after-ripples of desire),
then carefully sipped
in a summer stung by the
scorpion sun,
so everyone is hot,
bothered and itchy
with desire.
The King imagines She wiped
away Her sweat
with the hand He has
numerously held,
and hoped the aftermath
would not be smelt before
She bathed
while the bull-god slunk
back to his true god form
and goddess wife —
truly she was fortunate
that Asterion was not born
with his horns fully formed,
the pain, so bad Her howls
filled the island,
would have been nought
compared
to the agony of two horns
making their way down her
canal
and into the light.
The absence of horns did
not help Asterion,
however, for the hooves placed
where the feet should have
been
gave away the fact that
Midas
was not the sower of that
particular seed —
and everyone knew
the bull was a form
favoured by gods
since gods immemorial.
The Mother, still bruised
and torn
by the hard heels of her
son
as he kicked his way into
sunlight,
was slain outright.
It may even be
that she was glad; granted
relief
from the haunting of that
night.
Her body ached with the
memory
of the Bull’s lasting embrace.
In most tales, then,
the monster is banished to
the labyrinth,
there to spend his days
the way the King chose to
slay
innocents
and eventually to be slain
by heroic Theseus;
but sometimes
I imagine there was no
maze,
no underground cave
and no Theseus; instead
I imagine Asterion banished
down the stone moss-drunk stairs
to a moonless, sunless
cellar —
where water dripped
in taunting whispers and
the slimy stone
drank itself dense with
the indifference
of the earth; there to
live out his son-of-bull-god days
chained to the wall, his
food fed
between his thick lips, and
placed
upon his fat tongue by
young virgins,
pale-fleshed, stolen from
other lands.
The females, to the King,
served two purposes.
Their theft made other
lands fear
the beast’s Father and the
tips
of the girls’ slender fingers,
when
they brushed Asterion’s
flesh, especially his tongue,
their scent as they drew
close,
their breasts
almost forced to touch his
hirsute chest
and the fear that formed
in tiny beads of sweat
upon their innocent brows,
tormented Asterion —
his father was,
amongst other things, as
considerate
as the gods in his
punishment;
recall that Rock and other
chained soul
and make your comparison.
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