In Asgaard, when it was young, the paths
still bright,
the shadows gently moving across, never
staining,
when the wolves in white winter coats had
not yet begun to howl
the coming of the dark, nor my eye yet begun
to dim,
we would walk, you and I, down by the river
Ermt
where it was always raining - the water sunk
deep into the weeds,
and the bank was overrun with activity as everything
tried to get in or out of the churning
water - I remember that
your little footsteps squelched in the
clean mud as we trod.
My hand clutched yours, and we peered into
the murky water,
your eyes constantly drawn by the lure of swimming
frogs
or the shimmer of flashing salmon. In those
days you paused often
and let my words, like that river, wash
against you, filling you,
I hope, with some of the wisdom I had
earned in my travels.
When you were three you hid a duck under a wooden bucket
and there it stayed until your mother found
it 3 days later.
Then there was that day you clomped down
the stairs,
a brush in your small hand that dripped
paint like laughter,
as if you, the young godling, set forth to
paint the rainbow bridge,
and the time you sat on the window ledge of
your bedroom and leaned
too hard against the fly wire. We all laughed
when your bewildered head
popped up from amongst the white flowers of
the daisy bush.
I wish you’d come home, son, but not all
grown-up, the man.
I’d like, just occasionally, that three old
to visit me again
so I could hold him close, smell his scalp,
and maybe try
even harder to imprint upon my mind what I
know must fade.
As it is, standing by the slowing river, the
rainbow bridge
shows signs that it fades, and my empty
hand with its curled fingers,
throbs with memory - I feel like I am a
duck under a bucket, waiting.
Lovely writing Danny
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