Achilles, it seems,
is deemed
the greatest of us all—
especially when compared
with Paris.
Even Hector the
valiant brother who fought
against both man and
God (and having thought
he had already done so
once
and vanquished the
legend— what joy
that radiant evening
when he retuned home),
Hector whose mind
accepted that Achilles still lived
and then
whose heart confronted
the truth
that he must lose—the
knowledge
blossoming with every
thrust and parry...
because what must it
have felt like
to have your sword hit
the flesh
and rebound...(did it
match the beat
of his own thudding
heart?)
to witness
the absence of blood...the
lack of a wound…
(Achilles, the sacred
virgin never to be pierced)
the story
of his foe’s plunge
into the sacred river unbound?
Imagine then Hector in
that final battle
swinging, knowing he
was the greater swordsman,
believing his skill
was surpassingly better as he fought
the Grecian Hero
(after all
what did Achilles need
of skill) and that
because of a mother’s
love,
it would not be enough…
all the practise—the
hot hours
sweating under the
sun, the relentless hours
away from his beloved—meaningless
opposed to the Styx-dipped
Achilles anointed by his mother, Thetis,
and then anointed
again by history.
What thoughts flicked
through Hector’s mind as his arm
grew ever more
tired...
the steel once friend
shifting into foe
and the lips of his treasured
Andromache moving ever more further away.
Is that the kiss of
death then?
That remembered
soft collide of lips
between the about-to-die
and their beloved?
And as the killing
stroke drew closer,
unbeknown
so too did his final
humiliation.
Urged on by Achilles’
grief,
a grief born out of
love, a grief that fed the rage
and was expressed in
Hector’s ignoble chariot ride
the dust rising as his
carcass was dragged
like any slaughtered
animal
or easily purchased
bride.
And Hector’s father,
Priam,
the father of Paris
too but at this point not moot,
standing there on the
walls…watching
the greater of the two
ridiculed in death,
What thoughts did he
have?
Did he think back to
Hector’s birth?
Or further back to the
time he saw Hecuba in the fields
the soft swell of her
belly confirming
the seed planted? Or
further back still,
back the to first time
when she,
Unaware of his eyes
Walked, innocent then,
through the city?
But in losing to
Achilles
did Hector — rather than
flee…
even as his mind
reeled (not a thought to yield
but always to fight on)—
conquer fear (though
not death
even Achilles despite
the deeming,
failed at that — we
all fail at that)?
So Achilles then
the greatest of us all
yet
when the moon breaks
through...
the sky cloudy... the
night still after the rain…
and the moon is full,
its soft light
capturing the mind
and she stands there
on the bridge
a slight wind
blowing
her hair so that her
right hand removes three strands
from her lips
It is Paris we think
of
for she becomes our
Helen
and eternal Achilles
slips (As all heroes must)
into the shadows of
things before
the moon
the wind
and her
standing on that bridge
removing those three
strands and,
you hope,
turning to return your
look.